Polished my shoes I bought a brand new hat Moved to a town that time forgot Where I don't have to shave or be approachable No I can do just what I want I want to walk in that howling wind 'til it scatters all my thoughts Sit alone on that riverbank 'til I Forget that I can talk Just listen They say everyone has a choice to make To be loved or to be free I told you once I felt invisible And I'm sure by now you see What I meant is I'm not all there Until I finally leave Some loneliness is acceptable And some's just outright mean It gets even Ivy crawls up the garden wall Builds a ladder towards the sky Can't be climbed but whose gonna mind If I claim it can be done Illusion And the sun goes down And the stars come out In the distance that I felt I can see it for myself now Boarding a train to take my memories back Make up for time that I have lost I'll never know if I'm delusional I just believe that I am not I'm going to work for my sanity Give it everything I got Though so far I have cheated d**h I know someday I'll get caught Just living So here we go man it's beautiful Get your trumpet get your drum Keep in time in a second line It can make you feel so young I know you say you'll go all the way But that's not quite far enough Someone told me that same thing Some told me that same thing Someone told me that exact same thing once