Connor The Wolf - 02, 05 | I'm Sorry Lucy lyrics

[Intro] Yeah Amy Winehouse laying near the bed falling from the couch How I picture the end of my ride- fallin down Reachin for the lighthouse captain of my ship, sh** I drowned Mind gone to the clouds Sippin' syrup at noon chillin' in the house Walkin' past the broom but I should have been the spouse Kissin' you at the weddin' readin' out my bows Instead I was so high ended up in church Can't remember when I walked or how Lettin' demons catch up I'm just facing it And I feel determined yet I've broken everything Guess I Won this one, even if I lost everything Came at the cost of my sanity [Verse 1] 1. ´SO when I'm grabbin' the mic, findin´ my sound 2. Tall I stand guitar on hand aimin´for the clouds 3. Used to think all I wanted was my demise 4. No longer wanna fight for my life don't want another chance 5. So much wrong that I have to right 6. So much covering all of my scars 7. I still go hard with the blade 8. when I start drinkin' at night 9. Alcohol inside 10. and my sleeve has my heart 11. seemed like I was all done with that 12. Because I fought, but did I win? 13. Not sure I can say that 14. So now think I'll send you this track 15. I should be sorry for who I am 16. But I'm not, so I'll use this to apologize [Bridge] And it's funny often I dream I'm about to blow my head off like Kobain Talk about relievin' steam, job done with a 12-gauge- clean And I wake up, see I'm still alive now you're gone I don't get it this house was supposed to burn down I was supposed to die out in the rubble WHAT A STUGGLE I DON'T UNDERSTAND I thought I was makin it Really thought That we were made for it Guess that's what you get for doin your best fittin' in I'm crazy and I can see that there's no shelterin' [Verse 2] 1. The other day I dreamed 2. I remember picture clear as water was clean 3. That I was back to my old me 4. Who I was before I drowned in the lean 5. And you were there on that scheme 6. Sunny skies 7. Sun settin' down 8. And you kept my heart warm 9. Cold afternoon as we walked through the park 10. And you said “I'll always love you” 11. As I photographed your beautiful smile 12. And I'm sorry for all the sh** I did and though we can never go back 13. Thin about you everyday while I write and I'm in cla** 14. And even when I f** someone else 15. I know ill never find 16. A girl as smart and beautiful 17. You have it all in one, at least to me 18. Even when I'm doing b**hes I met that same night 19. Annie it's never the same 20. I know I'm going insane 21. My twisted way for saying I love you I guess 22. You should just stare in delight 23. As I missed the point of return 24. All that happened a long way back 25. Annie that last day we talked 26. I was so drunk and so high 27. But I remember it all 28. 8 a.m. whisky in hand 29. Saying I'm sorry would you just try once 30. Again cause I love you and I can no longer pretend 31. Another drink came to mouth 32. And it all faded to black 33. Wake up hungover near sober now it´s 5 p.m 34. And your face came to mind 35. I saw the phone 36. I'm sorry I really can't [Verse 3] 1. I know that sh** had to end 2. And I'll never forgive myself 3. Even then you tried to help 4. That day occurred something else 5. That day a man who tried to be good to be his best 6. Died something else took his place 7. Annie I'm not the same guy 8. Annie we have never met 9. But I'm here for him just to say 10. You were the one thing to give him happiness 11. And even though he really is dead 12. He knows about the mistake he made 13. Annie he loved you never forget 14. You're the best thing to happen to him 15. That last day you talked that was my fault 16. I pushed him to hell cause I knew what you'd say Lucy I'm sorry for all his mistakes Lucy I know you´re going to space Lucy please lead a happy life Lucy please hear this song and then just forget About me about him and all that happened Lucy you're good don't ever make the mistake Of thinkin' you're anything else Lucy I'm sorry I f**ed up Cause you really deserved better than this Lucy I miss you every single day But we both know it would have to end Lucy thanks for granting him his last wish Lucy you're the best and you deserve this