There are no more barriers to cross. All I have in common with the uncontrollable and the insane The vicious and the evil, all the mayhem I have caused And my utter indifference toward it I have now surpa**ed. My pain is constant and sharp And I do not hope for a better world for anyone In fact I want my pain to be inflicted on others I want no one to escape But even after admitting this there is no catharsis My punishment continues to elude me And I gain no deeper knowledge of myself No new knowledge can be extracted from my telling This confession has meant nothing.