Commander Venus - The Raining Holiday (Part 2) lyrics

My eyes are empty, the house is quiet now Today has claimed and ruined me My pulse is waiting, as boredom strangles it I might sleep but I won't dream Is that what I need? I wanted to see, I want to believe So I scratch and scrape to find a reason to live in a god or a girl Oh, I tried, I tried to abandon guilt and other things that don't exist The hours numb me Some words are stinging still but I don't feel them when they do My head is open, my eyes are bleeding and they demand to see the truth But what would that prove? I wanted it too, I wanted it too And I strain to see the sun, I'm just so sick of the gray and the rain This is it, I am done And I'm laying down, let today roll off my back I'll be all right