I wanna do d** right now I wanna get f**ed up, I don't care how I wanna feel high right now Need to feel something or else I might freak out Cause there's an energy inside my brain Set to self-depreciate Some kind of anxiety Makes me do things that I know are bad for me I really wish you were here right now Got some things inside that I need to get out Tension running through Alone again Kick another habit Find another replacement Cause there's an energy inside my brain Set to self-depreciate Some impulse inside my mind Maybe I've got too much time Feel the urge inside of me Merely compulsivity This kind of anxiety Makes me do things that I know are bad for me