Cole the Caryr - Best I Can lyrics

[Verse 1: Cole the Caryr] Savagery I paint tapestries, lyrically Vanity'll damn near drive one to Insanity - Perfection is not attainable It's a way to escape the current Reality, that you're living in Sin is such a strange thing to think about It should be common sense To not do things that hurt yourself or others But it isn't, I think it's because We must experience pain and self-loathing Until it pushes you to make a change I'm just rambling... Fumbling my words, War of the Worlds Steady wondering... where I'll be in five years... I'm pushing twenty-five and materially Don't have much to show for it I'm still making music for the love of it If I have hopes of profiting from music Does that make me insincere? It's a question that I battle with But deep down I feel like I deserve whatever comes to me Money, Love and Company A lot of this doesn't rhyme, but honestly I'm okay with that, because... [Hook: Cole the Caryr] It's me, it's me I'm doing the best that I can With what I have, it's... It's me, it's me I'm doing the best that I can With what I have, it's... [Verse 2: Cole the Caryr] Travel through Time and Space Wade, through the waters of your mind Find a reason to be... spectacular To be extraordinary To be that person you look up to That person you admire Set yourself ablaze And light the candles Of all those Who have burnt out Who've endured too much pain and returned their flame To those who haven't a hope You can be that person And that's okay if you're not Or if you don't want to be... Do you and do it honestly I'm wandering around on this beat Like a child who's lost in the store But it might as well be the woods Would someone mind finding me? Divine timing sees to it I'm using my Power instead of Force And of course taking action Planning in the lab My direction is focused I will make it happen, because... [Hook: Cole the Caryr] It's me, it's me I'm doing the best that I can With what I have, it's... It's me, it's me I'm doing the best that I can With what I have, it's... [Verse 3: Cole the Caryr] Catering to those who love slow burns I'm in the fast lane Going about 35 It's hurting my Ideals A tough pill to swallow... Attitude is everything, don't wallow In sorrow, melancholy thoughts Walking a tightrope My choices aren't limited... And I am not expendable... Random occurrences Don't surround me I will make sense of the strange With a smile on my face Off-beat heartbeat Starting, stopping Landing, taking off Handing a**istance my way Hardly a pipe dream... This isn't a song, it's a... journal entry I have a full tank, my... heart's not empty I can endure the drive I will survive the drought That's what life's all about Learning to roll with the punches And not crumbling I'm fumbling... my words Steady wondering... where I'll be in five years... Because... [Hook: Cole the Caryr] It's me, it's me I'm doing the best that I can With what I have, it's... It's me, it's me I'm doing the best that I can With what I have, it's...