Coldfront - Molly Blooms lyrics

I used to be constantly on guard, As far as I could tell, there was nothing else left for me I was just down on my luck, a spaced out s** Still dealing with the guilt I took, I remember feeling so unsure, in a constant blur Just waiting for the crash again, so I could crumble back to pieces So I could falter at the seems and be lost like them But here I am, one whole piece again Still coming to terms with it all I'd never been so low; no I've never been there before So if I still show the slightest bit of hesitation Would you put me in my place? Cause I don't want to think about the dimness, I just want to talk about Molly Blooms, From spending hours in my head, To spending mornings in my bed with you, It seems my desperation, it caught up to me And my honest impression, is that it wouldn't work out Because it never works out But then she caught my eyes She caught my eyes, my walls fell down To my surprise it all came crashing down Isn't anyone here to see? Just when everything gets to me. She redirected all the blame That I kept pinned against myself She made everything make sense to me Unlike everybody else, f** You're the reason I wake up But here I am, one whole piece again Still coming to terms with it all I'd never been so low; no I've never been there before So if I still show the slightest bit of hesitation Would you put me in my place? Cause I don't want to think about the dimness, I just want to talk about Molly Blooms, From spending hours in my head, To spending mornings in my bed with you