COLDACT.EXE - Friday The 13th lyrics

[Verse 1] Friday 13th, mom gave birth Good Friday too, life's a gift and curse Walking oxymoron, cursed and blessed Walking Dead, but there's still breath in my chest Love stoned, love scars tear the flesh I pray to God, am I strong enough to bear your test Everyday I'm sinning, for the sake of winning Lost close friends, wished the best for, from the beginning Use to be close, when did we drift apart? Regrets I can't forget, still sifting through my heart Abortion weighing on my mind Woulda kept our baby if I had cash and time Our time, now she ain't mines Count the change, cop a dime, I lost mines Nothing changes, hope it takes the pain away While these doctors saying pills make the brain okay I don't need those side effects, I get it from my life And you gotta find yourself before you find a wife Mistakes I made, I made twice Made two lefts, instead of right Stress k**ing me, ex ain't feeling me Opposite attracts, so I'm waiting for our synergy Other ex getting married, I know I'm wrong I been waiting for them to break up for too long Knock on wood, hope I don't jinx my luck There he goes rapping about girls that he wished he f**ed What about the ones I wish I didn't, there's a few One night regret, a fling that wasn't true As a brother and a friend, I know what not to do Sorry Nesh, but what was I suppose to do [Verse 2] Best friend told me, practice what you speak I'm just trying to share my stories, I'm not trying to preach 7 billion in the world, I hope some relate When you're hurting everyday, it's hard to keep your fate When your bad luck's on time good luck's always late Keep your head up, I promise one day we'll be straight I'm just trying to make a difference This is for the weird kids, it's cool to be different