Colby Suoy - BiPolar (4 my depressed homies) lyrics

[Intro] Yeah... Yeah... [Verse] I just got done crying And I feel so God damn futile And the words that you're applying They can be so God damn brutal You can hurt my feelings But that's just way too easy I close my eyes and jump into the darkness 'cause it needs me Yeah I can hear it calling I'm trying to ignore it But since the razor is my only friend I do adore it I wanna be alone But I'm afraid of loneliness If existence was a choice I promise I wouldn't have chosen this I need to feel adored Yet always feel ignored I go out of my way to make sure my friends aren't bored What the f** am I doing I think my father hates me And every time I tell someone they keep saying i'm angsty But I'm serious The tears stay f**ing streaming And even when I'm happy I can still feel all my demons [Bridge] "Quit being bipolar" "No-one really likes you" "You just make some sh**ty music that you like to cry to" Im so insecure I wish they'd all accept me Everyone's so pure Why do I feel so empty [Hook] Why do I feel so empty Why do I feel so empty Tell me why do I feel so empty Baby tell me why do I feel empty [Outro] Why do I feel... Why do I feel... Why do I feel... Why do I feel... [End]