Codename: Rocky - Surrounded lyrics

Sometimes I'm feeling surround..... Sometimes I'm feeling surrounded Someone tell me it's my imagination, Just a dream I had. Gambling away what's left of a life sometimes I wish I never had. Surrounded in my mind once again Happens time and time again, Fighting to keep the good alive But my bad side always seems to win. When I can't see the light, How can I choose a side? Surrounded by my darkness once again The wings of obscurity come grasp me up again, So surrounded...but it seems ok. I really think the worst of me is coming back again, So surrounded...but it seems ok to me. I slowly seep into a depth Where others cannot see. Try to open eyes sealed by the d**h of my obscurity. I really try but wish to offer you Such an unsteady heart. I watch my fate unravel as my life slowly tears apart. When I can't see the light, How can I choose a side? Surrounded by my darkness once again. But still I wonder what is wrong with me, So give it up, and now, turning worlds upside down.