Cocteau Twins - Rilkean Heart lyrics

Rilkean heart, i looked for you to give me transcendent experiences To transport me out of self and aloneness and alienation Into a sense of oneness and connection ecstatic and magical I became a junkie for it I came looking for the next high And i'm sorry i've been putting the search on the wrong place I understand that you're confused, feeling overwhelmed Well that's a feeling state from then, the reality With cleaning up my emotional life and getting in touch with myself I'm beginning to ground myself in my own sense of being as an entity One entity on the planet, Becoming truly self reliant And become connected with something beyond me That is where i have to go I'm so sorry i've been putting the search on the wrong place You're lost and don't know what to do But that's not all of you That's your reality today And that is all okay I understand that you're confused, feeling overwhelmed Well that's a feeling state from then, the reality Rilkean heart You're lost and don't know what to do But it's not all of you That's your reality today And now it's all okay I understand that you're confused, feeling overwhelmed Well that's a feeling state from then, the reality Rilkean heart I looked for you to give me transcendent experiences To transport me out of self and aloneness sent alienation Into a sense of oneness and connection, ecstatic and magical I became a junkie for it I come looking for the next high and i'm sorry i've been putting the search On the wrong place I understand that you're confused, feeling overwhelmed Well love's a feeling straight from then, the reality Growing up, my emotion of loving and Getting in touch with myself and i'm getting (different from twinlights) To be proud of myself and my own sense of healing As connected to an entity of the planet Look i'm truly self-reliant I've become connected with something beyond me And that is where i have to go I'm so sorry i've been putting the search on the wrong place I'm lost i don't know what to do It's not all on you That's the reality today Right now it's gone I understand that you're confused Feeling overwhelmed Well that's a feeling straight from then The reality Rilkean Heart x7 I'm lost i don't know what to do It's not all on you That's the reality today Right now it's ? I understand that you're confused Feeling overwhelmed Love's a feeling straight from then The reality