Coasting - Chewing on Bees lyrics

I don’t wanna fall again If no one’s gonna be there to catch me when i land And if i’m not gonna see your face again I wanna know what it feels like To fall through the sky To land on the ground All my guts spilling out on the floor My soul isn’t there anymore And all of my regrets And everything profound i ever said Everything i did Left there for no one to see And no one to remember me I wanna know what it feels like to drown To lose my breath under the water Swept under the waves And the sounds of your screams as i Struggle beneath the current Pulling me under But eventually you give up Cuz you don’t wanna drown too fu*k, i don’t even blame you Cuz i’d do the same thing I’d do the same thing I’d do the same thing So i’ll sit here alone Writing this song While you’re out there alone Probably drinking And thinking too much And i’ll smash this coffee cup And scream out your name As i pull the trigger Send the bullet through my brain And i’m gone