Coalest - Subsurface lyrics

GoOdByE to my liFe of a BrokEn man a WoRld oF ColLapse buRNt To aSHeS! alL I'vE Done wAs in vain! this stinGiNg pain sTAmpInG ME! wOuld YOu lIke to feel liKE sh*t? i'vE Had eNOUGh OF tHIs! woUld yOu like tO feEl like thIs IS iT? I CAn'T TAkE tHis! woULd You like to feel lIke alL yOU've doNe wAS wroNG? I'M wOrTHlesS! Would you lIKe to BlAIM the wOrld For aLl The mistAkEs You've dOnE? i SwORe By me I don't CARe abOut mY destinY buT it SeemS to bE so FAted bloW me dOWN! I've got notHiNg in my clEan hAnds bEsidEs thE HatE tHe HATe agAINSt mE! i hate myselF i Hate To seNsE i hAte to Be I HATe To fAil! i'M WroNG if I sAY thEre is NoonE If I Say nooNE HelpS me if I say I'm nOt torN i'M RIGHt IF I saY there is soMeoNe If i Say someone hElps mE but I sEe only mE