Coal Cash - Oxymoron 2.0 lyrics

Feels like the lower I sink it's the higher I get If I think that I know I'm gonna try and forget If I can let it go then I know that I found it Trynna breathe it back to life right after I drowned it That sounded like it's right but thought it smarter to battle Cuz the brighter the light then the darker the shadow Cause the flaws of my babble show epiphanies purpose Spit with nervous conceit of inconstantly perfect I should merk it and weep, avenge the sheep that I slaughter Pour the poison in the well try and sell you its water It's order out of chaos break even when I play odd A grave yard sh** filling crypts for a day job They say God's quick but he's strictly out of time I'm a blind word smith that had heard this from a mime So ahead of my time repeating lines when I rap Looking forward to new emcees but it's hard to see past my back Won't believe in the facts no facts are bound to stay Wouldn't say I need help lost myself but found my way So I say to myself you (Two/too) have got me wrong Lost to short hands dealt felt it better to play a long Yeah I bet against my self so I win when I'm losing In a never ending plight that has been the conclusion So I'm using what I ( right/write ) to show the wrongs that I felt I'm sure of heaven's heights I belong to its hell Yeah I bet against my self so I win when I'm losing In a never ending plight that has been the conclusion so I'm using what I write to show the wrongs that I felt I'm sure of heavens heights from how long that I fell The smartest retard I'm dumb sharp but wouldn't leave scars It's hard enough to cleave through ya make believe bars A jar full of trees and a sea full of stars To starve for what I feed you can afford the free charge It's true God's in me the freest captive acrid vapid The rapid lethargic from hard ship of easy access Completely inadequate advocate that ain't having it Elaborate smoke reveals the hoax of the magic trick A pa**ionate pacifist you'll never get past my fist We enlisted for the war a rickshaw pushed by the pa**engers A ma** to ma**acre bask in genocides for Africa After you drink some more you'll find the crazy straw a catheter Half of ya brain is off I laugh at ya train of thought I walk on an astral plain unchained from the admiral law It's the fragile core with indestructible shell Making harder to escape when ya stuck in ya self [Chorus] Coal's the Oxymoron known to piss off people that I pour on With happy war song pacifist beware my sword arm Leave you caught on the shear surface of my purpose Your fortunes worthless I came to entertain the circus With free style verses pre written before they surface Foul mouth spitting bars of soap instead of curses Snatching purses outside Catholic churches Built a house for the poor but on purpose I locked the door I got the cure but the shot will k** you for sure While she said she's not a who*e as the co*k slid out her jaw It's nothing more than these visions of clear distortion Cause I want to keep the baby after the abortion The cradle can be a coffin I'm lost in my own logic You're a claustrophobic queer to many years in the closet Withdrawls during deposits I got it by losings it Confusing it with clarity and saw the truth amongst the parody Variably stagnant the ugliest winner in a beauty pageant Rudely elaborate but I'm mute trying to dispute the habit Moon walked backwards in fluid traffic The elusive captive offered truces then execute the ma**es Minutely ma**ive unusually cla**ic I'm truly sarcastic inconclusive with a useless asterisk Paralyzed spastic off balance for handy cap gymnastic Walking pa**ed saw my self prepare to run as I lapped it Talk backwards rovalf laitneulfni crafted Blasted silence louder then hells dooms day sirens Rebel alliance micro science dwarfing giants Defiance offering that was forcing compliance For the violent submitter I'm a bitter Indian giver It's that cotton mouth spitter dying of thirst by the river The commiters repute of the most resolute quitter It's the pitcher at bat with an axe to hit ya splitter [Chorus]