Coal Cash - Pillarz In Heaven lyrics

There's a war going on, it's been k**ing my brethren Back to the Lord where we belong, strong as a pillar in heaven I be fulfilling the the legend, clenching redemption at hand I see your wings at full extension, the ascension of Dan [2x] You ain't dead fam, I keep your essence with me I'm so alive to feel your presence when I'm blessing the beat For every question we speak when we were seeking the truth For every lesson that was known and sewn deep in our roots For it was shown in the proof that Jesus Christ had convicted Too inflicted with our vices, we were righteous verse wicked Now your life is depicted through all the words I express Man I almost went berserk when I heard of your d**h But that's word to the flesh for our soul is eternal Once fertile in a crescent, destined to be whole as a circle To the hole in my purple heart, now how do I start to heal Cuz I feel you left your mark now how do I start to seal The realness of your past and I'm asking the Lord for guidance As that you right by his side, the light brightened so vibrant I fell silent, a violent tremble in my mental They have torn the temple down but it's bound to rea**emble And that's essential so I'll see you in the afterlife Cuz Christ was our path and I know this when I grasp a mic I pa** the night knowing I'll never share a smile Or freestyle in your sight and see you just as wild I'd seen you just awhile ago before you pa**ed away Life's fast, was asked to carry your casket in ma** today One of the last to stay, the sky was gray as I departed Still grieving with the pain, when had this freezing rain started Regarded it is strange like the weather change was chosen And by the next morning the entire terrain was frozen The curtain closing, another rose in the garden departing I'm starting to try and deal but I still can't find the pardon This misery is real son, I feel it in my words It reoccurs in my brain but the pain it makes it blur Where we were is fitting, I'm still sitting in the same spot Not a lot has changed, probably still rocking the same socks Still shocked in the brain but nothing's taming this burden You should of prayed in Jesus name to heal the pain that had you hurting But I felt certain that you was a person of working through it And I know your love for God would never allow you to do it But I knew it was a mistake, I should've tried to keep you close But it wasn't suicide, I know you died from overdose Another soldier's ghost, another brother gone to heaven Another hole in the cypher, another life of a Kings Park legend Another brethren's ascension to the heavenly dimension I pray you found peace and release from the stress and tension Not to mention the beast and the police he calls the henchmen Prevention's hard to reach but help me preach the intervention An extension to your spirit to manifest in my lyrics So what I'm trying to express, will leave um blessed when they hear it And fam I'm so near it, but now I fear it's been a few years Memories disappear and I've shed more than a few tears But who hears the message of all the losses I've invested Manifested misery until I've physically grown aggressive I'm so expressive but feel congestive in this topic And I watched it from afar like the stars in my optic I could not stop it, I had to watch it run its course I had to force this off my tongue cuz I'm still stuned by the loss (Hook - 4x)