Coal Cash - Lost Ones lyrics

Will I see you on the other side, God can only know Still taste the poison, witness the d**h of Romeo A lonely road if I can only hold my head up Forgotten at the bottom son, still tryna get up Set up for failure like a tailor made abortion This is for every Balor that's tryna nail my coffin Feel like I'm lost in a Fibonacci sequence I spiral out but I'm sinking in the deep end Survival route, not about to let 'em break me I'm unafraid no matter where the wave takes me Save to safety, we move hasty with a quick step Aspiring for the fall with sirens calling us to shipwreck And this reps us all so call it repetitive Until you get it embedded or deaded, I'd rather let it live Forget it kid, we all headed to the sedative Till reverie's the remedy, serenity I bet it is Entities of energy endlessly vent the entropy A sense without the texture, professors of extra sensory Lament for me, too much pressure on what I'm sent to be I lost my center, forgot what it meant to me Eventually the reason came, tryna seize the pain I miss the summer, I can't get from under this freezing rain I see the same, remain chained to this misery Though physically I fight it like Leonidas lives in me Visibly stoic though I know it's gonna burst Like lightning from that thunder we they put you in the Earth This hurts of hunger, no wonder I got no appetite But even though I'm fed up, hope we get up in the afterlife Asking Christ am I worthy of this doctrine Want him to show mercy cuz I'm thirsty for the toxin Out of options I'm watching the ash recede Haunted by my past wherever this path will lead The last to breathe and when I leave am I receive To bleed for the Father, the truest martyr indeed Apart of me that always was will never be I can see it from above, send my love to my seed Til we all are freed and no longer need words And on that day I believe I'll be heard I believe I'll be heard On that day I believe I'll be heard