CMTEN - ​sorry, i don’t get what you’re saying lyrics

[Verse 1] You thought that I was so much better than I am Well I'm sorry to disappoint you But how could I become a man When I don't know who the hell I am Got a Matchbox in my pocket And this blood on my hands So I'll sit and watch the fire Burning down my other lives All I know ablaze and I don't even think you mind And I'll think of all the times we laughed until our insides died But I'll call your therapist and tell her you're still alive [Verse 2] See you in space, you don't know what I'm saying Can't trust a word that comes out of that thing Making it harder to just stay alive Don't wanna hear what you're doing to me [Outro] fu*k