Close Your Eyes - Wolves lyrics

Where is the sun? My darkest days have come. The light is dimming, the warmth is receding Why do I only push it away? I can't escape this setting sun I'm so afraid of the dark With weary hands I try and bring it in I pull and pull. Why does it feel so far away? I knew this day would come but I never prepared for this Still I struggle; still I struggle within myself These questions try to break me in Who am I? What have I become? I'm just a broken mess of things left undone Still I feel the darkness closing in Now I know I can't let this go. My depravity has taken hold of all I am. I am losing all that I wanted I trusted the one thing that should not be trusted My humanity lies in wait like wolves at the door. Give me your strength, I need the embrace with the darkness closing in. I long to feel the sun and it's rays on my face. Now lift me up so far away from this place I can't find my way out of this; where is the sun?