Clavigr - Explain lyrics

~edou~ Out in the cold and my car be skrting I'm having fun but im still hurting Got drunk as f** and i blame the bourbon Break down and i get a new version 2.0 im upgraded Turbo boost is activated f** with us and you get faded Fishing sh** and you get baited Drive me to drink Now im drinking and driving Inside of my trunk I got baggage it's piling Got no control Car goes flying You think im lying On the inside im dying I'm dying x4 I want you in the pa**enger seat sitting next to me I'm dying on the inside why you acting banshee I'm swerving x4 Why you acting distant why you trying to flee? I wanted it to be us but we aren't meant to be ~messias~ Feeling so alone Driving on this road Radio broke down Feels like ill drown In the sea of emotion Hit the bottom of the ocean Road has no end Shouldn't press send Engine just died Heart did the same Swear i never lied Always one to blame Played a risky game Lost Like i usually do Lost What am i going to do? Crash Into the wall think about you Demons made me have no clue f**, i still want you I'm dying x4 Your face is a reminder of what we could have been I'm dying on the inside i see you in my dreams I'm swerving x4 Why you acting cold why you won't let me breathe I wanted it to be us but we weren't meant to be ~arthur~ Feeling so alone Life on the road Wishing you'd make up your mind Give us some time Left me on my own Don't know where to go Nowhere to stay now Drifting astray now