Claus Wilgenbusch - A Small Boy and a Grey Heaven lyrics

I turn inside of myself Look back into my past Into nothing The best time in life Barely present I wish I could go back Tell that nice little boy To be stronger To be brave But I can't Be had his chance I burn Scream I despair on these thoughts of the past I realize that I had barely lived But just existed It's too late now And my thoughts feed on this grief The grief Creates tears that burn my skin Unable to ease the pain I float in hoplessness For the time is gone and the boy is a man now The end A beginning for everything flows and We live to change Live to learn The future's still open and to be lived like The past has been wasted With hope in my Heart I look forward