Clams Casino - Her Cold Heart lyrics

[Verse 1] I wake up stuck inside a cold war With no aid I need a medic for the pain Who's this a**hole With no name? All alone in this world Left to choke on shame I know i've f**ed up in the past I think about it everyday Wear it like the freshest cast Can't take it off, guess nothing changed Can't bring her back She's gone away She wears a mask To hide from me There's times she'll ask me How I've been But I can't see her face To directly say I'm sorry For the things I've done I look back at what was just for fun I can see how it hurts and can't be numbed And shows its scars to everyone [Hook] With hearts as cold as winter nights This war goes on inside my mind Abandonment laced with your spite Asphyxiates and holds the knife I wake up screaming, feeling fright From watching fangs dig deep inside My skin, you've come to s** my life From me and leave me empty twice The worst is yet to come and so I hear your footsteps deep below The faintest sound it's coming slow As quiet as the falling snow Approaching closer, I feel woe And loss of any hanging hope For when we're standing toe-to-toe I'll break down once again, I know [Verse 2] This b**h found a way to s** me in And press against me skin to skin I see her shape a twisted grin And watch as she strikes me down again This pain that I display Just always seems to find a way To haunt me constantly and slay All motivation that I may Show possession on Strategize and play me like a pawn Leave me stuck drinking back memories That are on my mind from dusk til dawn Maybe some day i can sit her down And let her know of every song she's on I doubt it, I've lost count and She'd care less to see me drowning Let alone to know she's normally The topic of my pouting When i'm shouting to the skies And I get no reply, I wonder why I continue this sh**, to even try So lonely i could cry Or even die, suicide I guess there's no more f**ing time And I'd hate to paraphrase But hey, "can we go back to days When we didn't have to behave When we could love instead of hate" I sense there's something in the wind Something I can never win A love that I can never hold And keep from pain Could I just smile once again? [Hook 2x]