Cisco - Dope Spoons lyrics

[Verse 1: Cisco] During the day I still have big dreams I'm jealous of no one because nothing is what it seems Life can be taken away with gravity and a rope But that's not my solution because I still have hope Inherited depression by my biological father And that's a personal story so I'm not going to bother Many stories, but when I fall I get up and live longer So I'm grateful that pain is just making me stronger Sometimes I think it's bad to be so thoughtful "Ayy mane, is there something wrong?" Nah, foo I understand that I stand under the ground So my state of mind is not to ever feel down So I put music in my ears and start to daydream Just dreams that is, and since I'm tired of many things I need some sleep and fix the broken dreams Because I can't fix the promises that she couldn't keep Everybody got reasons to be exactly the way they are Learn from mistakes and get reminded by scars I'm just trying to see changes without being blind I'm just frustrated because there's guidance I need to find Strong will into becoming a man But the tough part is doing without having a plan There's people around, but it feels like you're alone Trying to be prince charming, but father is gone So I'm the king without a throne, now call baritone And tell him that all kinds of rappers are full of his swag Tell him that snapback's back but not hip-hop Dropped college instead of a bomb But I'll drop this tape as a k** off Hate keeps me strong and fear keeps me safe Feelings that I create, but I just can't erase And I'm aware you're not my fam, but I hope you relate I'll feel like hypocrite when I try to pray I say have faith, but don't fall into temptation Pockets not fat at all, but life is precious I'm always being patient, I'm at a local hospital Hurt me again, I try not to make that possible Forget the chronicles, they just talk about chronic Always cannabis, just became such a boring topic Mind became sonic and it's time to run it Heart became stone-cold, always stunning Mind running to find a purpose, it's unknown Felt low and got told to hit some bowls But I'm not in the kitchen Yet there's pot in the swishers Got beef for the b**hes Serial k**ers find it delicious And I got a vision An impossible mission, as I cruise I listen And there's a point that they're missing So I guess that makes them losers and I got big dreams I'm never pressing snooze, stay up by any means.. [Hook x2] I'll make my own way, create my own path Walking and will still stand in the aftermath I got ambition, I wish I don't lose hope soon I got an addiction and it's not dope spoons