i don't know why he left but he's been gone for seven months there's a tension in the air that's not so fun mom's been losing weight i can tell she's not okay i wonder if it's my fault he went away i feel like i'm drowning i feel like i'm broken i've been ripped down the middle i am ripped down the middle my house is a war zone my life is a battle and i'm stuck in the middle i am stuck in the middle whatever i did i would take it all back i'd circle the world to get back what we had tell me what must i do to deserve your love is there any way i'll ever be good enough? is there any way i'll ever be good enough? i don't know why he left but i don't think he's coming back relationships don't come easy to me i never learned how to love or how to stay when things get rough how can you know something you've never seen? i feel like a hurricane my heart is breaking it's been ripped down the middle i am ripped down the middle i feel like a lost cause all i ever do is screw up ever since i was little i've been ripped down the middle whatever i did i would tak