I don't feel like talking I know it sounds rather cheesy, but really I don't have a reason I just felt like calling I know you probably mad at me since, I have called this past week Now do you feel like talking There has to be a million stories, so let's get higher Than a million story building and tell all about what you been dealing with He said, "I'm sorry But I don't feel like talking" Na**er, phone calls feel less important Got pops and moms divorcing 19 with a baby no one supports him My big bro role model's always out touring You been in Europe, giving me sermons While I'm kicked to the curb in the Philippines third world Living, my only luxury's what the good lord giveth But what he's given me is a poor man's wisdom Happiness for the ignorant That's me have a kid, but I'm still a kid Like I still Iive in Damascus in my head Day dreaming and I'm thinking of you, I'm a dreamer I'm Aretha, Black soul gifted with youth a**hole and I took those from you I can't call cuz I miss you so much But we're cool, as long as you're coming home soon I don't feel like talking I know it sounds rather cheesy, but really I don't have a reason I just felt like calling I know you probably mad at me since, I have called this past week Now do you feel like talking There has to be a million stories, so let's get higher Than a million story building and tell all about what you been dealing with She said, "I'm sorry But I don't feel like talking" Na**er, Why should I ever call you? And what you did, why would you? how could you? you're just awful If I saw you, I'd jump you, I'd cut you, so I rather cut connections and avoid you Disloyal, unfaithful Disappointment, ungrateful So painful, thought we're soul mates All this love that I've given but the love's not reciprocal What does she have that I couldn't give to you I'm not bitter now I wanna get rid of you Memories like a photograph Only look at the negatives when you lose the original So don't call here, polar bear I'm being cold here Carrying bad news, a pall-bearer, gotta be Strong here, and if you call I won't bare it Cuz I might still love you and I'm so scared