Church Boii - I'm Sorry lyrics

[Verse 1: Tech N9ne] It's so good to see family After all of this musical insanity Chasing dreams and deemed vanity But I'm back to humanity Hoping my family don't banish me Back in orbit to be the pyoon one I been prayin' this day would soon come Man, I love this family reunion So religious, my family might hand me communion Sorry I left you to live in solitiude Writing lyrics, chasing spirits, clear as no molecules Not a ting, badda bing, I paid a lot of dues And paid less attention to my people, thinking the dollar rules Three decades living with tunnel vision When I thought about my family, hoping everyone don't miss him When I left y'all on the outside looking in But I'm trully blessed to sit with family and see them cook again I love you [Chorus: Church Boii] I have to say I'm sorry Ain't been home for so long now I have to say I'm sorry I been gone, but you gotta know I love you, love you, love you Been on a never-ending party, ooh I said I love you, love you, love you But I have to say, I have to say I'm sorry [Verse 2] A big brother's supposed to be there like I'm your rock When you want the nightmares about your mom to stop Since I ran away when you were babies, steady tryna pop Lost time with Kiraameen, Hakim, Ha**an, and Bas Basimah, I'm sorry I seem like a shady dude When times are hard for your family, paying your lady dues You come so far, having a happy family is daily news Man, I miss you playin' with me, chase me around in your baby shoes Hakim, I should've been a better big brother By helping you when it got rough at the house by dealing with our sick mother, yeah Then I was chasing scrill' and dealing with others But now that I'm better, wishing that you open to hoping we get further, yeah Kiraameen, I left before you were born And that's the reason we torn, and respecting me is just worn I just wanna kick it some more My baby brother I be missing galore Your trust, I wanna try and kick in the door I'm hoping we can all be fixed and be four [Chorus: Church Boii] I have to say I'm sorry Ain't been home for so long now I have to say I'm sorry I been gone, but you gotta know I love you, love you, love you Been on a never-ending party, ooh I said I love you, love you, love you But I have to say, I have to say I'm sorry [Verse 3] Reign Michael, my youngest I know that I been away for long, to keep it a hundred How do you stay solid when a daddy is all you wanted? I'm sorry for the time I didn't come get In the future, time will be abundant If you'll still have me as your rappin' happy daddy We'll be back to matching addies if you're having that thing gladly I'm sorry for the distance, baby, been tardy, no persistance, lady Been RT on a mission lately, but my daughter, I've been missin' crazy Lil' Donnie, with you, I created a better me When I was away for so long, I missed you incredibly I pray I didn't make you go the insane route By bein' distant when we lived in the same house I'm sorry for not helping more with your music I know I'm half of the reason you choose it In time, I'll really help you do it I'm sorry for being immature and foolish I got you, I'ma never lose it I'ma push you while you pursue it (Alyia) I'm sorry for missing your graduation Telling you I would make it Not knowing I had a show the same day, your heart, I would break it And I couldn't face it, hurt and anger would turn to hatred I'm sorry for everything, want a chance to bring better things I'm so happy he got you a wedding ring And I wanna be a part of your wedding in the Bahamas I finally know time and honor's worth way more in life than commas I'm sorry, baby I'm sorry, baby I'm sorry, baby I'm sorry, baby [Outro: Church Boii] I have to say I'm sorry Ain't been home for so long now I have to say I'm sorry I been gone, but you gotta know I love you, love you, love you Been on a never-ending party, ooh I said I love you, love you, love you But I have to say, I have to say I'm sorry