Chriz J - Truth lyrics

They can't even tell me nothin' The truth always hurtin' These lies always lurkin' I feel like these people don't know me They don't know what i been threw They can't tell me what i'm gon' see nor what i'll be this season I don't want no more of this pain I been sleepin' late for a reason No girlfriend at the crib I been livin' like a savage this weekend I can't even see no more these nightmares k**ers mayne I be taking up prescriptions just so i can't feel it mayne Everyday it's a new thang takin' up on its course Feelin' like i need a second just to get up off this earth Had a female i was talkin' to but i feel like she was worth it I left it on the table cause her attitude was potent I ain't tryna go jail beat 3 cases just last year Now that i'ma free man i feel like the world ain't here Drink it up please say to me what i really wanna hear I can't take another step if i'm locked up over there This is crucial to my growth as a person in the future Feelin' like this game ain't weighted like it really how ta use to I feel like everybody tryna s** my life away Cause i'm takin' in the pressure of all my team mates Great granny tell me something shine a light upon me so If the world is truly evil i can navigate the shores I can't even feel the pain these lies always lurkin' Hide the truth away from me i can't handle all the focus The truth always hurtin' These lies always lurkin' Feel the pain everyday I can't never leave the focus They told me how it be everybody fall in line I was standin' in the 5th grade lookin' down the hallway fine Then somebody said something then they jumped upon me Broke my tooth had me bleeding cryin' ain't no help for me That's why i'm a psycho patent might go have to k** a n***a All the sh** i done been threw have my emotions in them figures I see everything again like a movie on its reel Why did god have to send me to a planet that wasn't real My first girlfriend hit my heart and broke me down Had to give myself a booster and my rappin' got its sound Then my brother mad at me i be hearing sh** for days Ain't no reason to have females coming in between the family I know its the devil may he prosper if he wins But my head ain't always down cause i'm grindin' for a win Take a L that's a never whats a L to A L Gotta take my concentration stash it if it wasn't there Got my parents telling me put my soul into this here Only get one chance and i'ma make it on the reals This is how i'm spose to live i can't neva settle down But a lesson will b learned before my life is quiet down I can't even feel the pain these lies always lurkin' Hide the truth away from me i can't handle all the focus The truth always hurtin' These lies always lurkin' Feel the pain everyday I can't never leave the focus