Christopher Sean - In This Moment lyrics

Tonight the monkey's my mind The organ grinder's deaf and blind The music he plays sounds like murder And I don't know if it's true "Baby, why are you always so blue?" Is it possible my dream of God did that to her? Oh mercy, Lord Christ I agree, nobody's nice Rough reality is here, and she's bloody The battle is not to the strong Nor for those who play along I'm just wondering how you could possibly still love me Darling, I say, not pretending to be brave Not wanting to seem too bold, but I am So I feign humility, lest you think the world of me We can change, I promise In this moment This morning I woke to laughter I thought "is this the happy ever after?" But I opened my eyes and was the same, all alone I searched madly for a reason Because that beast is guilty of treason I just saw Satan try to usurp the high, holy throne So hear me Lord, I pray Let's bring back the day In the night, in my mind, in her body I don't believe she is gone It's true, I've never been strong Then why are my hands holding steady? Darling, I say, not pretending to be brave Not wanting to seem too bold, but I am So I feign humility, lest you think the world of me We can change, I promise In this moment Yet I feel no pain I can't help laughing in the rain And the red moon is blooming like a Nirvana rose Black, then white, then pink Perhaps I'm standing on the brink Girl, come over here but first put on some clothes Darling, I say, not pretending to be brave Not wanting to seem too bold, but I am So I feign humility, lest you think the world of me We can change, I promise In this moment We can turn our phony tone Into being here for one another If we don't do it now It's over