Christon Gray - MINE lyrics

[Verse 1: Taelor Gray] I've been in my own way, closing off the area Grab a couple spray cans tagging all my barriers It's beautiful to change It's beautiful to grow into my name You open up your mouth and they don't look at you the same On that new way, time moving like Usain No time for no QNA They still drinking that Kool-Aid I'm half dead when I woke up Like I done dreamed the whole thing Find me picking my hope up I left behind them old things I be seeing all these rappers sing along with choirs When I came up on them choirs Man I gave up on them choirs The same song is haunting me I stay up when it's quiet My prayers hit the ceiling till I'm face up to them giants, go head try it You gon take me there, circumstance won't wish it on my worst homie Everything gon fall apart, still holding on and you first told me You first told me to live, and I responded by stealing from you 40 pieces look real good, my stash full of that silver for me That fast money send k**ers for me, I won't last the weekend But Sunday keep on coming, and these people need a preacher I guess I got these vocal chords, though I look like Voldemort You'd scatter if I showed you more, trust me I still know the Lord [Hook 1: Taelor Gray] I'm just tryna be human, why I always gotta prove it Tired of looking so perfect for you, maybe you can see through it Maybe I'm not perfect to you, maybe more like Judas Maybe I should just let it ride and find a way to get through this [Hook 2: Christon Gray] Don't know what I'm feeling at the moment, but I know I'm gonna be fine (Be fine, yeah) Surely I been reeling at the moment but I know that I'm gon get mine [Verse 2: Christon Gray] For the very first time in my life, I love who I see in the mirror Mirror on the wall I be like, nothing about you is mere Fairest of all of them, cherish the call on my life Miracle might be a mural, jump off the wall like I'm Mike Now I be wronging my rights, now I be doubting my fears Crying a fountain of tears, last time I called her my wife Last time I told her goodnight, last time I slept in my bed To hell with these nightmares, I'm like Jesus I wept and I bled Yea I fled like I'm Jacob, broken leg like I'm Jacob I think she left cause she's afraid of All that baggage that I gave her I got too much love to hate her That open door, I'll see you later Oh Lord, I'm callin' on my Savior I might just fall in love with Shana I might just slide into my DM's, find me a female and a feature Struggle from AM to PM, shoot up the label when I see them (Straight up) [Hook 1: Christon Gray] I just wanna make music, what I gotta be Fake ones, I see thru em, it's Jacob and Judas I just wanna make music, I just wanna be human All of us just human, find love then lose it Weight on your shoulders, I don't know what to do with Tell me what we're doing, I don't know what we're doing [Hook 2] Don't know what I'm feeling at the moment, but I know I'm gonna be fine (Be fine, yeah) Surely I been reeling at the moment but I know that I'm gon get mine (Get mine, yeah)