Christen "ShawnyBoy" Nance - Crying at the Pain of Existence lyrics

[Verse 1] Now that's the sound of your heartbeat, hardly Wear that thing sliding down on your arm sleeve, sorry For all the problems that you had started The people you had departed Making it tough wish you restarted? Yeah Now let's restart it Looking inside your local Fuss and fighting with your love ones yelling all loco Emotion from your angry we hear it inside your vocals But you can't read or see what they thinking with some bifocals, yeah Some people really on they last string, lasting She ready to throw away the wedding ring Forget that she love you man Cut up all your pictures and Get away from everything All that do is bring you pain She's enraged with your image inside her membrane Thinking of ways to forget you as she board the plane And the turbulence answer as she crash the plane And last thing you said to her was "I hate you man" [Hook] You know Life is opposite of promised Cause this d**h will come regardless You can go and ask a prophet that But don't go around with hatred and sorrow Cause you can be breathing right now [Bridge] Cause you could die tomorrow You could die tomorrow You could die tomorrow Whoa whoa whoa [Verse 2] A few people think this life is filled with pain A bunch of sorrows and these problems filling in they brain The way they trip and flip you might be thinking they insane And looking with they vision you can say they see the same but worse What's here to gain but hurt? Never the same you cursed Muddy through rain you dirt Hearing a ring alert Cut out the frame Things ain't the same convert How can it change divert Leaving the plain this earth You sitting there with some bullets in your hand Pop pills without a plan And that gun is only inches laying right there where you stand But yet you sitting there cause fear entered your ears and make you get aware So which one makes you scared? You alive or suicide Can you decide before you crucify your thoughts Moment of truth where your alive to scrutinize And a voice saying stop Your heart [Hook] [Bridge] [Verse 3] Now let me talk to you iight I really gotta ask is this way of living right? I knew people in life that tried to end it all tonight Are you trying to find d**h when you cannot define life? This life is hell but you should always cherish it You get one then go to place thats better than this Behind the darkness life is beautiful as it exist The organic matter we chatter about is excellent Now organize the organisms as I spit my rhythm Ready to have an orgasm as they get all with him, yeah Now that's the life I love to live I use my brain some then I am having fun with it Don't take this world so seriously when you are tryna live Give your love and happiness until its time to quit You were given this life to find the meaning to live So live like you're dying cause there are some dying to live [Hook] [Bridge] [Outro] Throw your hearts up in the air and wave them like you just don't care Throw your hearts up in the air and wave them like you just don't care Throw your hearts up in the air and wave them like you just don't care Throw your hearts up in the air and wave them like you just don't care Life is opposite of promised Cause this d**h will come regardless You can go and ask a prophet that Life is opposite of promised Cause this d**h will come regardless You can go and ask a prophet that (that)