Chris Velan - Hard Way Learner lyrics

So I find myself here again I have to wonder if it's ever going to end I once knew this place by a different name I guess I shouldn't be surprised Had I thought I would have recognized 'Cause the faces are different but it feels the same So please be patient with me, baby I'll try to make this the last time But I'm a hard way learner I keep my finger to the burner And I need my time to get it right I'm a hard way learner For a while everything is fine Like I've left it all for behind But there's a rip in the cloth where the past crawls through And it comes in a new disguise To try to look me right in the eyes And ask again what are you going to do So please be patient with me, baby I'll try to make this the last time But I'm a hard way learner I keep my finger to the burner And I need my time to get it right I'm a hard way learner And the flags go up The alarm bells ring But I'm blinded I don't hear a thing So push that rock, Sisyphus, up the hill Will it roll back, yeah, it probably will But you don't have to keep pushing 'till you come undone And they talk about a wheel to which we're bound To ride forever as it goes around And if you don't get it in this life You try the next one So please be patient with me baby I want to make this the last time But I'm a hard way learner I keep my finger to the burner And I need my time to get it right I'm a hard way learner