Chris Farren - Still Beating lyrics

I was so afraid back then I would lose my only friend When you surrendered to the devil that was chasing you around We stopped talking for some time I was destroyed you seemed fine Out late with your brand new life I held my breath and prayed for mine to end It was hard to believe Anyone could ever leave me Now taillights quickly retreating are the only lights I seem to see Is your heart still beating? I guess I was just like you Cuz I gave up too Let the days just turn to months, avoid everything and everyone Ignore the phone calls from my mom Pretend I'm busy writing songs As I just blaze away, single player video games It was hard to believe Anyone could ever leave me Now taillights quickly retreating are the only lights I seem to see Is your heart still beating? There must be something better Some place that I've never ever seen Must be some sort of heaven With everything that I could ever dream of Cuz it's was hard to believe Anyone could ever leave me Now taillights quickly retreating are the only lights I seem to see Is your heart still beating for me?