Chris Cash The Gifted - Waking Up lyrics

So here we are agian,as the screaming begins Im Closing my eyes as it all sinks right in Im lost in my own world and i dont know what to do Look im a little unstable here let me show you The voices are raising my thoughts are fading my eyes are closing shut Its gonna be a while till my awakinning but i really dont give a f** Sinkin deeper into the blackness Every single night my sleep is f**ing restless Waking up in a cold sweat, catching my self griping At your heart-shaped necklace Maybe i should k** them all Maybe i should k** my self Maybe i should just hide in my room Or Even go and seek some help Cuz I got so many choices, but i dont know what to chose I Might as well just flip a coin what the f** else do i got to lose Dont know what the hell i gotta do Man im so f**ing confused This life is gonna drive me to drink f** it wheres my bottle of booze Taking shots in two Trying to tame the demon that wants to meet each and every single one of you You ask me why well heres the mother f**in proof Cuz Hes filled with boredom, lisent to my voice hes itchin for freedom Looking for the miracle that will one day release him And i can't help but think that i should be in fear I Never thought about it really i just lived with it for all the years He was Trapped in my eyes, he was also trapped in my tears He slipped out in my voice, but nobody could really hear You say ur understand well come here my dear let me tell you something that will make it more clear Have you ever been Trap out side in the freezing cold With out a single place to f**ing go Cause the wind piercing at my skin makes me give in The journey that awaits while i walk up to the large gates, being blocked by crates Maybe im a little to late, but some how i feel like you can relate Some days i feel like the devil served my life to me on a silver plate So here we are again,as the screaming begins Im Closing my eyes as it all sinks right in Im lost in my own world and i dont know what to do I told you im a little unstable and im pretty sure i just showed you