Chris Cash The Gifted - Father Father lyrics

The Gifted Im about to tell a story listen up Father father, oh lord (x3) Father Father why have u forsaken me You weren't there for me Was there a mistake in me Mistakenly I grew up without a father figure Go figure black kid with no active father Why do i even bother I grew without a dad and it made me kinda sad He couldn't see me when I became a high school grad Thank god for my mom cause she f**in made me strong She said That everything is alright and that nothing was wrong He used to live with the fam until he moved to the states I never knew they reason why so it affect my mind state As a child I used to visit him a flight with no connection Never had a real connection They say we had the same complexion They say I look like him they say he looks like me They say that the apple didn't fall far from the tree He started feeling kinda sick I prayed to god that he would fix But it was his time and that was it He pa**ed in the fall of 06 When they had to say the news knew I would have the blues At 4oclock came home from school Found family in my living room When they told me about his fate Man you should of seen my face because I thought it was fake But it was real that he was late Always thought the world was cold Lost my father, 14 years old The cards were dealt he had to fold To the heavens went his soul I Gotta be hard like gold Because that is what i was told He'll never see me grow old He'll never see me grow old (Talking) I just wanted to make this song To tell people my story About how i lost my father at a young age And i wasn't really close to him Because i never had a real man to man conversation with him so this it But hes probably watching over me from the heavens Thinking i got one hell of a son Had to Take a flight to Haiti to attend the funeral To witness the burial thinking to myself like here we go Family members all around and the tears are flowing down The casket was going down, looking around at all the frowns One lesson he thought me is that family means everything Brothers sisters cousins I can ask them anything I know He is in the sky pointing at me looking down Father please tell me really, did i somehow let you down ... huh? Did i let you down with the things that i have done Or the things that are to come Do u look at me with a smile do u look at with frown You're way up there, i know That you are looking down He was the king, so he left me with the crown Used to ride your car round town When I used ride with u, i never had a frown Am i the man you wanted me to be Daddy can u hear me Blind without you i can't even see Your way up there, do u even really care Its so unfair how you're upstairs and i am here I shall not fear, without u near Man I miss my f**in padre Shout out to my f**in madre Now they look at me and they mistake me for f**ing dr dre Won't stop til i make a fuxkin million a day Then i will retire on fathers day Dont know what i gotta say (x2)....ahhhhhhh Father father father father father father .... i miss u R.I.P