Chris Brown - Do Better lyrics

I don't know why I even try Cause you don't want this no more I would rather leave before I hurt you I would have died long ago if I didn't have my faith I see you're starting to hate me, I see it in your face But home don't feel like home Just like my heart is empty Change the number on your phone So when I call, you ain't gotta listen And all your girls think that I ain't sh** And they the same ones lost in the club Them b**hes is basic Now I'm the one that's lost in love I can't take it, I'm on my knees You're gonna see a grown man cry I won't lie I'm starting to hate me A little more, each day I don't know me It's like I can't get out of my own way You don't love me, you don't love me If I knew better, I would do it better Looking at the names on your list and I can't find me I'm deep underwater, are you gon' let me drown? I see it happened now You're the life of the party, acting now Ain't seen you in months, you ain't call me once And all your boys say that I ain't sh** And they the same ones lost in the club n***as is basic And I'm the one who's lost in love And I can't take it I'm on my knees, don't you hate to see me cry I won't lie I'm starting to hate me A little more, each day I don't know me It's like I can't get out of my own way You don't love me, you don't love me If I knew better, I would do it better Thinking 'bout you and I, thinking 'bout you and I My heart's beating in slow motion Knowing that it's over Thoughts got me thinking 'bout suicide Baby, this is do or die When you told me it's over Ain't no point in being sober All I wanna do is fade away I hope that God will forgive me Cause I know that you ain't gon' miss me Baby girl I won't try say my goodbyes You ain't gotta shed a tear for me Baby girl don't cry I'm starting to hate me A little more, each day I don't know me It's like I can't get out of my own way You don't love me, you don't love me If I knew better, I would do it better