Childish Major - Familly Matters/YNGWRLD lyrics

[Hook: Childish Major] Young World Young World I know ya I know ya feel my pain Young World, Young World Young World, Young World Young World, Young World I know their blood runs through your veins It don't mean you're the same Young World [Verse: Matik Estrada] Another chance to get it right Tryna fly my way to freedom I can't miss the flight Been talking to my pops he tryna give advice On how I should maneuver when I'm living life Do it and I'll get the stripes I'm yearning for Just keep ya eyes wide open and ya circle low In numbers, cause n***as out to hunt ya with a purpose boe Though we are really close guess other paths differ Cuz I can't really say the same for my half sister A couple forced "I love you's" and some bad tension From when she pecked me on my cheek with her fast kisses And now we rarely talk, I know that dad miss her I just wish we could evolve, it's such a sad issue But who's to blame for our anxiety Pretending like it's working See perfect's what we try to be Entirely disgusted by this custom cuz it tires me Awakened to the truth, time to lay this lie to sleep [Hook: Childish Major] [Verse 2: Matik Estrada] See my momma named me Xavier Padgett Though I'm known to this world by the alias Matik Cheeta raised me in the church so I be praying for chances Told me God ran the show So I chased him for answers Just tryna find a way My mother raised me well and I ain't tryna stray From everything she ever taught me cuz her mind is great But her brother outchea buggin Telling lies today, stressing her all kind of ways and I can't take it All the money & the effort for the time that's wasted Living in & out jail for your minor cases Doing everything she can but it's time to face it That you're selfish a**hole, and your mind is vacant She always gave yo a** a chance to eat too So why'd you ever try to bite the hand that feeds you I stand for peace truth, but I'm tired of you stressing her So we had to cut you off, wish you the best of luck [Hook: Childish Major] x2 [Beat Change] [Verse: Matik Estrada] Yea Blowing Kush, drinking Artesian water Tryna gamble up money cuz sh** I need a quarter Of dat good sh** to smoke so I can flee this horror Yung n***a down to his last, and currensy's in order Need it to operate, Im scheming to populate My pockets with some profit to profit Jesus, don't knock the way I'm living I'm driven to make it despite the sign of times Faithful in the sense of my patience so f** a 9 to 5 I've seen it all, it was hard at times To watching God intervene when the stars aligned Still runnin but it's feeling like I'm far behind Been determined since I've had my debit card declined I kept that all in mind and said I'd never go broke again Well here it is 2 years later, no dough again Yea I'm tryna defeat the odds & sh** This is really faith a youngin quit his job for this So that'll demonstrate how clearly there is God in this I'm not ya simple a** pea in a pod ya bish Hear the Biggie, Jay Z, Nas, 2Pac in this I'm the living proof to let you know that God exist This is my testimony, Ms. Simpkins told me I had one Love you to d**h, you made me feel like ya grandson Maybe you thought I'd turn out to be a preacher though But this message that I'm speaking's really reaching folks Tried to speak it slow but man I got so much to say I guess I'm way over they heads and that it's just a waste Of my time they can't denounce a beast Stay in the studio so Markus gon & bounce the beat I been looking for a manager to vouch for me Going place to place, I guess I'll hit this couch for sleep See this world never offered me a ounce of peace Had to isolate myself in a house for weeks Just to find the answers, meditative states, divine trances Clean charka. Good karma. Supplied mantras That I mentally mention when I can find chances Just to practice these actions b/c my mind's frantic In the midst of the stillness see It's instilled in my brain Every right to all my wrongs, are you feeling the change And every time I've ever failed was due to fear of the games That I was playing with would make a difference and it's shame It took me that long to reach a conclusion I reflected and I seen the delusion That was cast upon us all To k** the peace & confuse us And to keep us all from peaking But I'm seeming elusive Had to shake it off my n***a Young world, I know you feel my pain Can't really do it but still I sang Understand I got the drive and this is still my lane Yea we've weathered through the storm but you must feel my reign You must feel my reign Young World