Chieftaine - Suddenly lyrics

I swear this famous steez gon' have to happen over night Slave to my page, behind my bars until I go for life Being shadowed for so long makes you loathe the light Your son's been missing but a seed can only grow in light Life is a dream, I'm prolly in a coma In a hospital cot to rest, no pot to piss or stoner I'm confident I'll prolly get awoken to aromas Of apocalypse, cops amidst the bodies in the corner Wake me up, wake me up, can somebody wake me up? I must have tripped up off the ledge, did somebody lace me up? The old me was murdered, the cops just taped it up And now they're tryna smoke Chief like these s**a's facing blunts I was the kid indoors while the fools were playing hardcore Hardly listened; politicians, bullies on my dart board They had the bottles with the gen inside like darfur s**as getting locked up at fifteen like a car door Acting packed like cardboard, but fragile inside I have to get mine because the bills add up with time I rationalize how to get a flash of the lime With pa**ion inside, explaining why I'm sad all the time It's never clear to all, spoon rusting in my cereal Vandalism smearing off, musty from the aerosol The bottom of the trench but I've been here before To young to notice the notice the police pinned in the door Definition of poor, reminiscing the fore-closure Missions were just wishes, I'm just spitting this for closure Living sort of chill, can't afford the thrills Can't afford the bills I try to change but my clacking sack of quarters spilled I'm broke but I keep the fixes out of my life Feelin like the only one who learned the value of life Since my father almost lost his, cousin almost tossed his away They try to blast me over race like boston I try to find the hook and the bait They got me lookin away I'm taking it back because they took it away We were packing up but hope couldn't fit in the u-haul They say that life is hard, mine ain't endin with blue balls Chorus: The sun is breaking the sky, taking the lives Maybe I'll make it alive To take what is mine, replace all the hatred and blaze it Until satins baking alive The slain on arise, Flame in hori-zon and you hide Staying disguised It's plain in your eyes, the pain in your mind You're staying too high cuz you're hating goodbyes Pacing inside, wishing for millions Karma's on a mission to k** ya I get attention and kisses and such Back then she never really hit me up Until the ending hit me in my gut And my decisions were giving it up Calling to god but he ain't pickin up And all my problems came kickin my crutch Man... But it makes sense To get high you've got to take hits Cross my name off of satins list Y'all should have to pay for this