Cheta Meister - In lyrics

[Verse 1] Man I am in insecure I mean I wish I could tell incredible stories I'm the man I am not I spend hours of my day worrying about my way ey Ingrained doubt fear and ambiguity seeking control outside of me Disgust breath air bringing back to me the bad in me Here we go ghost show A little party k**ed nobody let's get this sh** started [Hook] I'm in In In All in [Verse 2] I am for as long as I have been garden of doubt was planted Tell a thing really mean the other subconscious had me spent then A week in it seek pieces left in turning see HD 180 degrees inside out upside down and the to energy to waste say aloud Actually f**ing pissed insecure Delegate ain't no more Past perfect and the present tense my fear Drawn conclusions and right now I question even years Erase and rewind time for goodbye We are not even having this conversation something real has died Contest I didn't sign up for protest I couldn't care less for One way to engage too cold for a start though Gave credit where the credit wasn't due couldn't find my voice Lacking awareness equals lack of choice Want to fade away and hide from this itch No talk no question no answer you're out [Hook] I'm in In In All in