Chester Pal - All She Wrote lyrics

I'm a human mental disorder My doctors in full support of But sometimes it takes a miracle to happen Joey porter Keep me on the sidelines Tell the media i died trying Real life maniac, castles in my f**ing head Criticized myself for every word I've ever said Ridiculed since day one, swam through a divided maze In the pools of mayhem we lose faith to pray I lose faith cause hey, i could just die today Theres intimacy in between the intimidating gleam That seperates the end from the path, to all destruction I wanna take the park way but its not open for public I wanna take the back road but i dont wanna lose my budget Coulda swam in the ocean and hijacked a boat Freestyling with the dudes till they let me come afloat Now we talk dumb jokes Do you toke? yeah we toke? UHHHH Thats all she wrote (say what?) Thats all she wrote I do this on my own and I do it my way Thats my right to human being ima die that way (2) One day ill wake up and to another place ill go So i live without your guidance till my bones are cold I got a flow like a poseidon guided missile fool How could you f** with the young gawd i rap invincible Thats all she wrote Thats all she wrote Like what Thats all she wrote? Yo Real sh** i talk myself down too much Boi raps like he was selling this to the klu-klux Dreaming bout a world of people who dont give 2 f**s, about whos buck, takes that blue yuck, to a new truck Or whos tough, all that sh**, is self destructive You a masculant dude but got the brains of a pumpkin Same thing with gun play human people are plunging To a different degree every time you bust that gun but its cool Theres only a certain degree i can touch, im just a guy And i ain't sh** to tell any other guy, how to be a guy I, dont know why but living feels like i die every time i fail to do what i wanted Cause i rely On my own success to represent myself and so do you But its even harder when your also against yourself So who are you, a product of what they put in your face Or did you taco bell that sh** and build your own base Tangle on this beef cause this sh**s no play And I f** with that sh** heavy but dont have no plates Such an aggravating combination like a spinal sprain and toeache My randomness defies my art, thats word up to cobaaain Chester, my own, adhd how we roll Got that sh** so bad im distracted looking at girls And Where did my lyrics go I think i see em yo I dont recognize em nnnn thats kinda low Oh Probably cause i took them from a youtube video The people that believe that are like me, colorful, gullible Dont let them take over and f** with ya Id rather flex like the dabb lord and run it up Cause this rap sh**s a matter of us speaking up So you can hear my f**ing voice now but I ain't speaking up, with finesse i press tracks No regrets back to back to back to back Till i got my own apartment and a money stack to stack Call a honey over get a ride them racks the racks Never been the guy to break my back to back She cool wit what i do know i love the track the track Kick the tree of rap they gon hack how i rap I know they hate this lyrical wordplays' on crack Kool g rap influenced, 2016 Shouts to pun packin-a-mac-in-the-bac-of-a-ac Rest in peace big pun Thats all she wrote Thats All she told me Thats all they told me All i Ever knew