Cheap Sex - If Society... lyrics

i sit alone in my room at night trying to figure out how to make my life right all this hate inside my head and all my life i am seeing red i tell myself there's a better way that maybe tomorrow will bring a better day i just need to figure it out what is happiness all about? [Chorus] if society doesn't k** me - then it will be my mind! i look at people walking down the street they look content, and their lives complete maybe it's me, maybe i can't relate and maybe misery has sealed my fate i look at my life with a magnifying gla** i think of the future, then i look at my past find all the demons infecting my brain gotta k** em now before i go insane!