Cheap Girls - A Lesser Rate lyrics

Oh I can relate To all of those things you said about life's little ugly things But I never thought I'd have to I didn't wanna know Just what it'd feel like to lose focus on this frequency And I'll drown in my dishonesty And I'm laughing now, hysterically because I should be further than I am We're setting up to fall at a lesser rate And what can I say when I do the opposite of what's always been good for me? I don't show it when I mean it And I'm all of those things which I won't own up to: I show no common f*cking decency and it's never made no sense to me I'm in a bathroom thinking horribly Because I should be further than I am And I spent all money to get to sleep But when I die in dreams I don't wake up