Chasing Safety - Captive lyrics

As silence breaks I'm left here with a common taste Follow the light to the other side to find d**h Fall back to a hazy gaze. I try to let my mind erase My blood flows with memories of a time I haven't lived yet Oh, well I don't want to waste this life but I can't let go of time These thoughts and memories they hold me captive Things may never change the way these thoughts and memories They hold me captive I attempt to swallow, its hard to get the fear down my throat I feel the pain so lightly but who knew it be so frightening I fear the world that's around me I fear the person inside me I fear the world that's around me I fear the people inside me Oh, well I don't want to waste this life but I can't let go of time These thoughts and memories they hold me captive Things may never change the way these thoughts and memories They hold me captive I'll stay so quiet to find inside why I'm smiling I'll tread so lightly to find myself in what I'm hiding So it's time let's get the story straight Is it our right to decline parts of life we hate Fall in line now please pick up your plate I hide myself in my mind to figure out the state Come on let me really know why bother living inside this tiny hole Oh, well I don't want to waste this life but I can't let go of time These thoughts and memories they hold me captive Things may never change the way these thoughts and memories They hold me captive