Chaseon - She Said to Him and He Said to Her (Reality) lyrics

[Spoken Intro From Chaseon] The most incredible love A love I thought I'd never have You see I planned out everything I planned out the future Even set out little dates But I know it's all my fault Cuz I can see them coming out my eyes But I also gotta make this song cry Cuz she said [Verse 1 -She] I'm not here to break your heart That's not what I'm saying I'm not saying I want us to be apart That's not what I'm saying I'm not saying this could never work out That's not what I'm saying Or that all the time you put in has gone wasted I've just been slaving Every day and every night Tryna be great just like you Can't you see that I love you like xo You k** me boy xo But there's just too much going on I always do you wrong Especially now it's been so long since I packed my bags and was gone I come back to town every now and then However it took months to see you again I can never make time for you yet I can do it for my friends I'm selfish and I know it Missed your birthday I know it Picked Mardi Gras over a weekend with you check that off too cuz I know it I'm sorry for all the pain I caused Sorry that I always miss your calls Sorry for all the times I've withdrawn This whole thing has just been so hard No matter what you think I love you with my all Maybe one day we can have it all But I'm moving to dc soon so it's time I press play on your life that ive paused now [Bridge 1] I cheated you Like I knew I would I told you I was trouble You know that I'm no good And he said [Verse 2- He] Looking back on everything I'm laughing As time is pa**ing They say memories are ever lasting But lately I've been fasting I want what I remember to define me Because a part of me is a part of you you are me Who was with me riding 120 in that bmw Anything I ever did was always more than enough So tell me when did things start to become so tough Before we always used to be by each others side Before you were the one I could always call on late nights And there would always be an answer Now just to even get a couple seconds is a ha**le Damn what happened to us No I mean what really happened to us You showed me way more love when you barely knew me A couple years pa** and it feels like you threw me Right into the trash To be a part of your memories of the past I guess that's why mom said it's unknown if love is gonna last Cuz one day you can feel on top of the world only to crash I've been feeling hungry all the time maybe I'm depressed sh** with all I've been going through its no wonder I'm stressed I go to school I go to work To numb myself but I still hurt Since I'm hoping that this can work And that I'll get to see you tomorrow That I'll get to go and pick you up tomorrow To reap me of my sorrow But your time is only borrowed Cuz it ain't mine But hey at least I tried Held on stayed in the ring to fight Till you knocked me out ice cold good night I've been playing songs to help me sleep at night But all it does is make me think of you at night And all the times I planned but never got to have with you Especially since I never got to hold you and dance with you I just wish you had some empathy And no I never wanted sympathy Understanding is easy Routines are so cheesy Learning is breezy Tell me do you see me Do you ever want to breathe me Will you ever say heal me and feel me And that I'm not what you wanted but you're needing Cuz face the facts you act way different around me I bring out a part of you that people rarely even see I make everything feel like it's coming straight off a movie The way I chased you down around town before you left I wasn't about to let you leave me without my share of breath That's why I held you close once I spotted you at the bus stop No tears fell because I didn't think it would be our last stop I've been waiting for the weekend you're supposed to come through I can't help that something always brings me back to you I understand your busy I understand school Believe me it's so easy for me to understand you I just wish you could've done the same for me I just wish you could've really showed you love me But everything happens for a reason right Guess this is how it ends right And I can't even trip cuz I'll always have love for you Go on and do your thing girl I can't be mad at cha