Chaseon - Adolescent to Present lyrics

Adolescent: [Verse 1] Now as an adolescent it always made sense To WANNA ride in them old school west coast southern thangs With something underneath the seat you know it bangs Use it on anyone trying to f** up a good day I know I shouldn't but if I must I will I'm just keeping it real Hands all on the wheel Looking for something to feel Rolling weed into blunts you know what's up Got that liquor on deck ready to pour it up Bumping screw tapes with a lot of ba** Holler at all the b**hes with a pretty face White girls, Asian girls, chocolate honeys and Latinas Only get my attention if you have the baddest demeanor And once I cut and then I bust I'm out the door don't want no more So get the f** away from ho I've seen it all before When I was just boy Thinking about the world And what it has in store But YA see things change Switching lanes Always doing the same Don't got no one else to blame Except for myself Just a cold blooded g From that t r e South side h town You can't help me now [Verse 2] Got a fresh cut looking for a nice f** The last chick I had she didn't give me much Her sh** was weak that foo foo lame Such a plain Jane but I still k**ed that p**y anyways Uh I'm selling and breaking up all of that blow Making im caking on all of that dough Tasting the riches f**ing these b**hes Burning bridges Blasting snitches Forever whatever man you'll never Never Eva Neva Eva get on my level Finger on the trigger just tryna live bigger Every now and then you gotta see the bigger picture Mister mister read all about it Do you really even think ima give a f** about it f** your feelings I'm just tryna make a k**ing Can't you see I don't love how I'm living Cuz a guy like me he should be free To be whatever he wants to be But really that ain't actually It's all just plain fantasy Damn why does it even gotta be like that All I want is my pockets fat Just wanna bump my ludacris and get into some sh** Ugk and ghetto boys Just a youngin talking noise Rolling into the store with my boys Now everybody get the f** on the floor *Bullets firing* [Young Chaseon speaks after robbing the store with his woes] Present: [Verse 3] I Remember the first time I ever paid attention to tlc's waterfalls How fast and how easy it is for your curtain to fall Before as a child I wanted to be wild be free be a g Popping gats body with tats smoking on green and sipping that lean Till I realized day by day that that life ain't cut out to be all that it seems Sure you got the women and it may seem like you run the world But all you run is a block sh** a f**ing trash man covers more I lost an uncle to the street life his son never got to meet him I lost an uncle to the white now his kids won't ever get to see him Looking back I started to understand slowly what it takes to be a man And that no matter how many times you fall you can always stand Breaking through to that other side Another life CUZ see that young me still resides Every now and then he comes for the ride But I never let him consume me I broke free from all the clutches Moved away from the bullet ducking And all the chicken heads that be clucking Took a break from all the rushing Broke myself down after some years Listening to fade to black I shed some tears Cuz I felt as if I could hear him speaking to me then and there Telling me move away from it all and look at what's really out there I lost my life to this I don't want you to lose yours either Make sure you and the rest of the family takes care of my boy and my girl Those were the words I heard and it really struck a nerve Then it hurt CUZ I couldn't take it anymore All that was left was just a hole Sort of like what my dad had He's the reason that I don't sip out of your gla** or plastic cup Cuz I know I have a demon in me that'll f** things up Waking up no longer making up in just tryna get my cake up That's wa**up up in the cut didn't want my life to get stuck in the rut That's why I hardly go to parties Hell yeah I want to get naughty I know I'm cute but I have rules Probably think that I'm a fool How I can have all these girlies flocking but I don't even pick one or two That's cuz I'd rather love a lady than f** a b**h that's untrue Don't want to catch a case with her lying to my face saying that it's cool I've seen too many times How people can just straight up lie All my life every day every night I do some wrongs I do some right I'll admit to that but when I go off rail I get back on track Determination is not something I lack On the beat I'll go on a ma**ive attack I'm just tryna get a piece of mind But yall tryna get a piece of mine Shout out to andre three thou I remember talking about it all with a cousin of mine He's about to have a baby damn that's sh** crazy He's younger than me too Always thought the streets was cool He escaped though Living good tryna get up out the hood Damn man I'm so proud of you I'll be your sons big uncle too This is all just part of my life Within me I hold too many sides To think It all could've ended with suicide I'm just happy to be alive and thAt I'm living right And that in the end I didn't fall to this f**ing street life