Charon - Deepest Scar lyrics

My deepest scar is where they all see my despair. Everything I build for you collapses to soon. And I saw who you are, why I'm falling, falling in grace. Everything I had from life were scars made by myself. Everything I made were lies 'cause I can't love myself. Everything is haunting me, everything is everything and dying wish through razor's kiss 'cause I can't love myself. Oh, this weights on me, I'll leave you to find what I was before. From bedroom floor I'll leave like this ride is the last that I get for. And I saw how it came.