Charlie Handsome - By All Means lyrics

Yeah, Yeah. Can you keep a secret dude? We'll keep this sh**, between me and you I've only ever told one person, my girlfriend So i thought i'd go and let the world in Look, brother I love ya' But we're a health risk Using false wings to escape where no-one else lives We can't help this But I'm making myself sick At how you and I are always making ourselves sick It's like the d** are the only thing that'll help this Really it's that sh** in our past we haven't dealt with I'm scared if it was something I dealt with I'd be in a cell I'd have my arm where the belt is Cause i'd find where that motherf**ers house is Ask where he got the cards in a hand that he dealt us And yo I'm sorry if that's selfish I just ain't afraid to say the sh** that no-one else is Please don't let me go I'm hanging by a thread You don't know this but I need you To save me from myself Or give me something else To live for cause I'm dying slowly Listen, yo, this is the mindset i called in While chasing after your dream When you needed more sleep you gotta stay awake If you want to make it a sure thing When life gives you the short string Confusion is the core thing Spend time just wondering what it all means If somebody could guide me, by all means I had to put the bottle down And the pills, i don't pop em' now Always escaping from what got me down Blocking out a memory i'm wishin' i had forgot about They wanting my singles to be playful Light hearted fun sh** that young kids relate too No-one wants to know about the planet i escaped to As therapy i used to get rid of something painful Please don't let me go I'm hanging by a thread You don't know this but I need you To save me from myself Or give me something else To live for cause I'm dying slowly Don't take this song as me complaining but I know that I'm saying crazy stuff My close friends are always telling me i say too much But those that have been through it tell me I'm brave as f** I'm sorry if I'm rambling, it helps me out of the bottomless pit that I crash landed in I've never quite understood why the self-destructive me Is always sabotaging something good I was out of control, not all there Destroying my body, with not a care Now i understand everything that got me there In a dark tunnel trying to find a light that wasn't there Please don't let me go I'm hanging by a thread You don't know this but I need you To save me from myself Or give me something else To live for cause I'm dying slowly Please don't let me go I'm hanging by a thread You don't know this but I need you To save me from myself Or give me something else To live for cause I'm dying slowly