[Verse] I'm callin' you a b**h, ‘cause I miss you too much A kiss from you, and distance isn't too much Soon as I woke up, I grew up Threw up. Blew up Told my dude to roll up, and my weed spoke up … The same time I threw up I woke up still asleep Vomit stuck in my sheets Eyes shut from the vomit Writing on the lining behind my eyelids Someone PLEASE turn down the silence? Right about now? I think there's something I hid So I dream of being inside you Reason why I ask when I need to be beside you … Beside myself Getting high, denying help of a psychiatrist Hiding my belt, and looking inside of my cell Looking at ME, inside of a cell My options seem to file themselves Stay faithful Play bachelor Wait tables. Be a great rapper Say uncle. To detractors Factor the junk they say, pack it away in a trunk, and go away; [And] Come back when the sun's pa**ion, runs after someone's AFTER Life after a period is a website disaster In context, what I write incites laughter Except, I have ACCEPTED my plight, and spend my nights… as a self-pastor Will we reunite? Like Jesus Christ; Don't read my life To make sure I reach inside, think of you every five minutes Minute three I cry Minute four; I grin, from being sure she's alive Reaching five, I SI- Drink some hot chocolate And cut back a few of my f*ckin' options… My self-esteem must rise for the benefit of nurses, who just lie to my limbs for a little bit MUST I… … Begins my mental sentences And, dyslexia… Is the remnants of a question messed up OBLIGATORY. The sickest story But save all your kisses for me I miss you, and I will be with you shortly