Charles Hamilton - Him lyrics

[Hook] And I can't let it go [Vers One: Charles Hamilton] All my idols are a puddle My rivals are in rubble Why am I in trouble? Dying for rebu*tals Crying like I love you Night is when I snuff you Signs of what can crush the minus sign above the struggle Silent when I cuddle Private with my stubble Higher than the mud you Nolan Ryan'd in the scuffle Timing when I hug you, so I'm lying when I f** you Trying to be other than the guy who wants to f** you Heart behind the jersey Scarred behind the Mercy Card me, I ain't worthy Hard to find who hurt me Are you trying to murk me? Hard replies and Hershey Started trying to die but then I saw the line was dirty Jaw defines the curb when we walk to find the dog who birthed me Y'all can find me hurting in the dark till I am thirty Growing as a man in a planet of them Them are women, so to them I'm just him [Hook] I can't stand Him It's Him again But I am Him The then again I know you don't want to answer your phone But I'm coming up under this blanket [Verse Two: Charles Hamilton] Rated with an X, praying for some s** Praying to execs, laying for a check Maybe I am blessed Make me sign my d**h Wish and certificate when I say why I am stressed Labels put a head so my day to day Of finding records saying what I display When I wake up in a sweat Crazy as it gets, babies sending texts I say to them, "I guess." They make it even less hatred in my flesh Raped and given neck Make it such a mess Greater than the rest A Laker with a tech Rafer with the best Favors for the West Naked with the refs Nader with the message Fader with the Rep Ladies getting wet Awake because of d**h Growing as a man in a planet of them Them are women, so to them I'm just Him [Hook] [Bridge x2] One minute I'm fine and at one-minute-and-one I feel nothing Why must this continue Why come back and let you know How it feels to be Mr. I Told You So [Hook]