Charles Hamilton - Choices (A Wave For Alex) lyrics

[Verse 1:] Rebel or pacifist? Better or average? Never or have to? Forever or past due? Heaven or back at you? Weapon or pa**iveness? Paper or plastic? Hater or fanatic? Bow your head and close your eyes As the hours goin' by, decide if power is even on the line The powers that be haven't cowered in the least But my faith looks up to thee The big She in the sky One day, it will be She and I Until then, she cries, "Please decide or I'm leaving" As I decide whether leaving is a blessing or a boon Soon is stressful to the groom Bride don't leave me But... Your choice miss You know where my void is And the voices... Can't even tell you where the voice is [Hook:] If I die tonight Where will you be? With a tear in my eye What will you see? You don't know the sadness of a joker You don't know the sadness of a joker [Verse 2:] In my bedroom Re-introducing wrist to knife Chicks are my kryptonite Spliffs are my lifted spirit Seemed like everybody hated the work I put in Now you waitin' for the goodness I been makin' What good is it if I die? Y'all don't know when I cry My laptop does That's NOT love I don't know if I'm a woman or man Fans pullin' my hands, like "You the man! " They don't understand God knows, but she deserted me Purposefully, I feel my purpose is to believe But feel worthless I got a son, in fact; mad kids But can't react when they askin' where Dad is That's some shhh Perfect makes practice So I hope y'all hear my songs and do back-flips You wanna watch through my eyes? But tears are what you laugh with Where's my bottle of Aspirin? [Hook:] If I die tonight Where will you be? With a tear in my eye What will you see? You don't know the sadness of a joker You don't know the sadness of a joker [Verse 3:] Yo No more crushes, I fell in love with comic books Not a good look when reality is the focus These- Know what it is, but won't give it up Corporate foes know I know the biz but won't fold Normalcy is so important to me But if u force it, it will force you into morbid dreams How bout a glimpse into my nightmares? Sky bright, yeah right My high is quite fearsome, gruesome To some, I grew some I just let the rapist take what they can lose, one UCK the world, is the whisper But I love the world, is what was spiked in my plight elixir So like the swisher, yeah laugh at Mr. Truman I stay gettin' done dirty, I refuse groomin' So whose stupid? The song or me living? Still I k** writtens, I live when I type Kiss me goodnight Enjoy my body of work Boy in the body of a skirt [Hook:] If I die tonight Where will you be? With a tear in my eye What will you see? You don't know the sadness of a joker You don't know the sadness of a joker [Outro:] I smile sometimes... Sometimes I feel like my old me My only true fan So, to all the true fans I love y'all, sooo much Hey Alex, it's Charles Umm... I heard about what happened It's umm... kinda messed up how it works But, I know where you're headed Ain't nothing but the best waves... And this should just teach a lesson man Be proud to be a lesson to all the irresponsibles out there Life is precious, man Your family misses you, man Your dad really misses you Your friends, brothers, sisters They really miss you I saw this video where, uh... They were looking at the waves, and they were splashing like crazy Like everybody was just wildin' out I hope you never had a question about love in your heart Cause everybody love you Wish we could've hung out sometime, man My balance ain't all that great on the surf board But, you know... I'm really good at surfing the internet (Hehe) Charles Hamilton, man Much love...