Charlemagne - Venting (Freestyle) lyrics

[Intro] (clears throat) Yo what up Z, DJ Booth You know I, I apologize for taking so long to get this to you but I had to get it right and well I think I got it right (Beat Drops) Uh, on my Detroit sh** I got a lot of venting to do A lot on my heart Hold up [Verse] It seems nothing is harder than tryna come up Til you get where you're going, then you feel you got one up I ponder, I dream and I wonder I'm some where in between insanity and my slumber Tryna make my dreams, the reality I'm under Right now life's the b**h I ain't tryna be a son of So I still gotta deal, cope while I am it But I be kicking real, dope like I'm addict So as long as I am aware of my talents, I swear I can balance The sh** thats thrown my direction and stress pursuing my pa**ion Uh I'm a star but I do no acting Although my life is a movie filed under action Stay flicking ashes, stoned like I pissed off The village, I'm pissed, tryna get rid of my sick thoughts (huh) waiting for liftoff, gone It's like I'm in a black hole whenever sh** s**s I stay high but a n***a still grounded Though it's hard to tell with all bullsh** around me n***as with they hand out, groupies claim they love me Haters is my mans now my chick don't even trust me A big f** you to who ever don't understand me And look for me to be different than any man that I can be The weight of the world's got pressure on my achilles I'm lucky that I'm built like Herc, well not fully But I'm stronger than the average Making it through madness Never off my pivot so who's in needs a new balance I swear this boy is 2 dope to be looked over So I thank Z for the fact that he took notice Stepped inside the booth and took focus I write to express my hurt, it's good closure The only time I cry is the shower and the rain As a leader I pray that you are to never see my pain Just relate to my struggle as I take you down the lane Of memories, remember me as I enter the game It's the fame I will never change watch me remain the same even as I'm in the game I'm dealing with the fame I will never change watch me remain the same even as I'm in the game I'm dealing with the fame