Charlatan - China lyrics

There's things I can't explain I need some time to try and to define my ambiguity I've never been sure; I'm good at ignoring You promised I could stay Why would you waste your time on me? What would your mother say? She never liked me anyway I've been scared of the dark, can you leave me the light on? Are you scared I sleep better alone? There's things I could have been; sober, honest, a better friend Of all the things I've ever said, I miss you isn't what I meant Well I guess this stop is me Unless you have something more to say I'll see you yesterday When you could smile and I could change All my somethings are made up of nothing. All my nothings are something that I once believed Be it small, I find this rea**uring Nothing gained is a venture I think we achieved